But reading through my journal entries helped pacify a lot of that guilt. I was so excited for you. I was so awed and honored to be your mother. I loved you before I even conceived you, and I still do.
I still do so much.
And I miss you more than anything.
I hope you knew that while you were here. I hope you felt my love for you in the sound of my beating heart. I hope you know how much I love you still.
Forever and always,